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Remebering our home worlds and people

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Do you ever feel homesick and if so, how do you deal with it? Tonight is really bad, I am currently feeling so lost, alone and in desperate need to connect with other Elves...may they be Fae or Elenari. There is a reason why I have never really been able to connect with anyone in this world, it is not that I have disliked everyone that I have ever met online or offline, but in 99.5% of times that have just not been my people, meaning that deep down no matter how much I have loved and love them then I have always known that I was different from them and since the early 2000´s then I have known why.

I am from a race that was never numerous in the first place and most of my people are living off this planet. Envied is not the correct word, because I am happy for Vampires that they have such a strong community or at least that is the impression that I have gotten throughout the years, but my interaction with fellow Draestari has been very limited. There is not a hell of a lot that I can do about that, but making a topic on a board where we can share advice on how to deal with homesickness and how each and every one of us cope with it, is the least that I can do. What I am doing tonight is to watch a video with faces that I would have felt familiar with on another world a long time ago.

 

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One night, almost four years ago, we stopped west of Albuquerque to look at the stars.  The Denver metro area has so much light pollution, that stargazing is difficult.  I saw a star formation, low in the sky and to the west, that looked to me, like a bipedal cat on a hunt.  I felt like I was being called.  That my home world was out there.  

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