Simara

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    Sabrina Belladonna

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  1. Will try and make time for some hopefully cosey and enlightning chat sessions in the near future :)
  2. I think it is a good idea! I am not the kind of person who needs to be in a relationship in order to thrive, but I can imagine that many teen -and adult Otherkin out there are lonely and would love to find someone who will understand how it feels to be Otherkin and love them as Otherkin. If we can offer them a little help, advice, and insight then it will be great.
  3. I have not thought about that, but you may very well be right, Mog...it is at least just as good a theory as any other!
  4. It's okay, Rhannan I know there are no easy answers to a question of that nature. I am simply interessted in different ideas, thoughts, and theories that people might have here as to what I saw/experienced.
  5. For a long time I have had memories and visions of me being a soldier dressed in a gray uniform and dying in a fire bomb attack. The very last thing that I remember from that incarnation is being imgulfed by flames and a bright white light in my eye sockets. I also believe it is my most recent incarnation, the one just before my current one. And a few nights ago, I dreamt a dream: it was during the last days or rather nights of the 2nd World War. A fellow brother-in-arms (and who I also know in this incarnation) and I were running threw what was left of Hamburg trying to find shelter and when we spoke/shouted it was in German. Houses were bombed or in flames everywhere we looked. Suddenly I heard a plane right above us and I shouted to my friend to take cover. I hid behind what used to bedste a car and the last time I saw my friend in that incarnation was when he was trying to walk over some rubble to reach me. And then...everywhere was imgulfed in flames, my eyeballs melted and as that happend my hand touched the intense heat of the metal..it think that was my last moment in that incarnation...nobody could have survived that. I woke up straight afterwards. I have never had an interest in neither the military or it's uniforms. I have however been to Hamburg once in this lifetime and thinking back I found Hamburg quite familiar even though I had never been there before...or so I thought! However this is the first time that I have ever dreamt about a previous incarnation.
  6. As you might know I lost my little life's companion a few weeks ago and this took place two days after her crossing the rainbow bridge... I had runned out of food and was forced to go down to the supermarket and restock. And on my way home I saw something really strange... I have lived for almost 11 years in my current home, I know every creek and crack in the building, and have seen quite a few neighbours come and go: one of them a rockabilly guy in his 20's. We used to greet and talk a bit everytime we met in the yard or in the washing cellar and he seemed like a nice chap. He moved away a few years ago. Never the less, on my way home I saw him, or someone who looked alot like him, come around a corner and walked a few meters infront of me. As we were walking down the my street I was a bit lost in my own world, thinking about what to do with Luna's body and trying to handle my greif...and then I see him stopping at the spot where the fence to the yard stops and the outer walls of the building where I live in begins: he turns to face the wall, takes two steps, and litterally dissapears into the wall!!!! I do believe in ghosts, but with that said, neither do I scream "Ghost!!!" everytime I see a shadow! So my brain begain overloading!!! He looked as solid as a living person belonging to this dimension and dressed in a builder's work clothes. When I first saw him I assumed that he was on the way home from work as the time was around 6.30 pm. And had he stopped and done the same just a few meters further ahead then I could have convinced myself that someone again had left the main front door wide open...but this is not what happened!!!! I then thought based on his appearance that he had been hired to work on or remove the fence and that he had forgotten some tools, gone back to fetch them and walked through a hole in the fence or something like that. But as I reached the fence then I could see that it was the same old fence and all intact!!! There is a small space between the fence and outer wall but it is only a few centimeters wide and thus there is no way that a fully grown man of flesh and blood could squeeze himself through that gap!!!!! Furthermore, there where he dissapeared into the wall leads into my kitchen where Luna's body was lying in the freezer. So who was he? A ghost, a person in another dimension which breifly overlapped with mine or someone to guide Luna into the afterlife (as she was dying I told her not to be afraid and that she was going to Freya in Folkevagn. I also have a friend who is a germanic shaman and who did his to make her passing a gentle one)? Thoughts, please...
  7. I have got to agree with Rhannan on this one and for the same reason. I have lost count how many fairy royalties, Maharets, and Enkils that I have encounted in various Otherkin forums. I think officially granting fictionkin a room would be like putting up a sign saying "Role Players Welcome", so I no other choice than to vote Nay!
  8. It's strange...I experienced the complete opposite.
  9. Another first do's is to be completely honest. Do not try and sugarcoat anything!!!! Demand the same from your partner and if you do not like what you are hearing...leave!!!! As for Vampires: I get along really well with Vampires as long as it is friendship only. At least Vampire men (or rather one paticular)are just too possesiv. Werecats (again one paticular): Are just like cats...terratorial, possesiv, extremely nature loving, not that great when it comes to the erotic side of life or just being friends. Otherkin dating in general: much more tolerant! Nobody will blame you for being weird and demanding you to be like anyone else. An Elf is an Elf, a Vampire is a Vampire, a Dragon is a Dragon...and No one is going to change that!
  10. I miss my maternal grandparents, my dog, Flame, who died when I was 11, and my cat, Luna. The death of my grandparents were a blessing in disquise: they were both very ill and in pain. The death of my dog was tragic: he was only three years old when he drowned. And as for me mourning him: at the age of 11, I was told to get over it because he was "just an animal" and that triggered my chronic depressions. Now with the death of Luna, I am extremely fortunate to know people who love animals and understand my grief. So her passing is a bit easier, but as with my dog then I will never stop loving her.
  11. And thank you all for your kind words...it means a lot to me.
  12. I know that. The night after she died, I swear that I heard her meow. Things are getting better now, but it is going to take a while getting used to being alone and not crying when thinking about her. *hugs back*
  13. I will get back to you on this one, in a week or so...still mourning my little girl.
  14. Oh, I sense that I will be able to contribute to that book...dated both a Werecat and a Vampire (not at the same time though). So how compatible are Elves with Werecats and Vampires then? Well, you will just have to read the book...when it comes out :-P
  15. Thank you, Dem *big hugs* She will be buried out in the forest.