I am very sorry to here.
When I lost my snake, people kept asking me if I was going to get another.
A little back story, I always always felt drawn to snakes, I was asking mum for a pet snake for years. One day when I was a teenager my gf found some in a store and took me to go see them, when I saw her, tiny little baby snake, smaller then all her siblings, votes snake you will ever see, I had this urge to pick her up. All her siblings would bite at you when you got near, but she just let me pick her up, she crawled up onto my glasses and went to sleep. I spent all my savings and bought her and a tank for her right there and then, and walked out with her bearly able to see because she was on my glasses still, I only took her off and put her in the bag so I could actually drive home she was not happy about that.
Anyway we spent a lot of years together, but she got sick and died from a snake disease called sunshine.
Anyway, it's now 4 years later and I have not felt the need or want to get another snake since. It's not that I don't like them anymore, just that I no longer have the urge to get another. I miss her with my whole being, but I have learnt to cope.