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  2. I still don't really like how thin he's gotten, but for now I will just wait and see. Once I've got a job again I'll be sure to get him to the vet.
  3. Yes, it does seem like an allergy. Aaaaawwwwww, the poor little love :'(
  4. Ugh, yea, the budget thing. That's part of why I haven't taken one of my babies to the vet yet. Until I secure a job, I just don't have the funds to take him and pay all of my bills. I'd really like to take him, if only to be told he's fine just maybe has some allergies. My mom came in the room the other night and he started sneezing and coughing some, told my mom he wasn't doing it until she came in. So we think part of his problem is that he's allergic to dogs (which wouldn't surprise me since he didn't start doing the sneezing/congestion thing until we moved back in with my parents).
  5. Yup, time for some thread necromancy or necroposting as it is also called. Many forums seem to hate it, but in this castle of ours, a bit of necromancy is seen as a healthy activity...which is one of the reason why I love this place (now where did I leave my Necronomicon...oh right, under that plate of cookies) Never the less, back when this thread was first started it was still unknown to many that archaeologists had made the suggestion that Doggerland or as it is known as today, Dogger Bank, could have been the place which at least inspired the legend of Atlantis heard by a very young Plato (aged 9 - 11) at a party his parents held on night in ancient Greece. Doggerland was a huge landmass that even after the ice age had ended 12000 years ago linked Great Britain with continental Europe and Denmark via not a small, but a massive land bridge, meaning that apart from some short sailing voyages less than two hours combined, you could have walked dry footed from what is now London to the Stockholm area. 10000 years or so ago Scandinavia was still mainly tundra, but further down south in not the continent or Great Britain, but on a huge land area called Doggerland it is now believed that a thriving stoneage civilisation existed and there are good evidence to support this theory! 1: The finds of animal bones and hunting weapons are plentiful. In fact evidence points to that Doggerland was very rich in both flora and fauna. This would have attracted a lot of people back then suggesting that Doggerland had a, for that time, large human - and undouthly also some Otherkin population. 2: And apparently this, to include everyone, homonid population were very advanced for their time! There are evidence of stoneage huts in the North Sea just around present day Dogger Bank, which is still not very deep. And with plenty of food in the woodslands, valleys, and plains of Doggerland then there was no real need to be nomadic hunters -and gatheres...one could simply remain the latter while living on the same spot! This would have meant that at least villages would existed back then with huts instead of cottages...in other words: same old, same old! 3: Then there are the landmarks! In some descriptions of Atlantis it is said that there were red and white rock formations. Rock formations such as these are very rare in Europe, but plentiful in Heligoland, a small island off the coast of Germany and thus located in what used to be Doggerland!!!!!!! In the stories about Atlantis a great wall is also mentioned: as the large ice sheets in Norway and northern Sweden finally began to dissapear for good the water levels on the coasts of Doggerland began to rise and around 6000 - 7000 years ago Doggerland was reduced to an island in the middle of The North Sea. In the centuries leading up to this is not hard to imagine a, for it's time, very advanced civilisation trying to secure it's coast lines against rising sea levels...just as people do today. And when considering that Doggerland was richly populated, then there would have been enough hands to go around into building some kind of wall!!!! 4: The one thing in the common Atlantis theory which has always left me in doubt is how an island, yet alone a whole continent could sink into the ocean...litterally over night!!! I believed that the truth had been trimmed and that over night was more like centuries of melting water rising the sea levels. And then I heard about the Storegga slide on the coat of Norway!!!! A massive underwater land slide which happened around 6000 years ago sending off a tsunami which hit the flat island of Doggerland and flooded it...in an instant!!! 5: About the population of Atlantis is it said that they were spiritual, but at the end they became increasingly materialistic and as a punishment their island sank into the ocean. Now I am not going to accuse the ancient Doggerlandians of being a bunch of greedy bastards, but Doggerland is linked to spirituality!!! It is by some claimed that those who built Stonehenge came from an island that had dissapeared into the ocean and Heligoland, whic litterally means Holyland, is dedicated to the god, Forsete...who can best be describes as the Asa godesses's -and god's ambassador in the world of mortals. Forsete was originally a Frisian diety, but migrated north so to speak, not from a flooding but the destruction carried out by mad christian monks! So undouthly at least parts of Doggerland were centres of spirituality! At the end times of Doggerland, it was a small island and islands of that size have always attracted those who seek peace and quiet to engage in spiritual teachings and practise. Prior to Doggerland sinking the island would have been too small to substained any large animal flocks and graising lands, so it is not hard to imagine the the island of Doggerland was a sort of the still just mythological Avalon, a place of learning and worship! Where did the name Atlantis then come from? Plato heard about Atlantis roughly 4000 years after Doggerland had sunk beneath the waves and in that span of time then news become rumours, rumours become stories, and stories become legends and well, stories esspecially when spread by the word and not the pen are altered during time and Doggerland could have just have been "moved" a bit south west in the minds of the story tellers of ancient Greece, because to them the only known world was the lands around The Mediterranean...everywhere beyond this were mythological places, home of demi gods/goddesses and monsters ! I believe that Doggerland is the closest to the legend of Atlantis that we will ever come: granted, there are no evidence of space crafts and advanced computers powered by crystal energy, but the people of Doggerland were very advanced for their time...and perhaps already be the first towns thousand of years earlier thanThe Sumerians!!!! Neither were the population direct offsprings of the goddesses and gods: but parts of what was Doggerland is dedicated to a god...who is said to have spent a great deal of time amongst the mortals of Doggerland as an ambassador! So yeah, sorry to dissapoint everyone...but Atlantis might very well have been found. The decendents of these "Atlantians" or more correctly Doggerlandians can be found in large numbers in such mundain places as England, Germany, Norway etc. And no, Dogger has nothing to do with dogs :D Dogger is simply the Dutch name for fishing boat: Dogger bank has for thousand of years been a good place to fish. This is what parts of sunken island of Doggerland looks like today: Present day Dogger Bank
  6. I don't know. My economy has been shakey for quite a few years now. Things were a bit different almost 20 years ago when Luna and I found eachother, I was not wealthy or rich (and never have been) but I could afford to buy a brand new cat bed, special kitten food etc. everything that a new cat baby needs and wants. But the last decade or so the budget has been tight, there has always been money for cat food, litter sand, gifts on her birthday and such. But an emergency visit to the vet or even a monthly payment to a cat insurance...Luna was too old to be insured even at the age of 9, when we moved to Sweden...would have knocked over the monthly budget completely! So even though I miss holding and cuddling a cat...I simple cannot afford a new baby :-! And sorry to hear about your little snake girl, Mog. Personally they scare the hell out of me...but yes, I know that they are creatures capable of giving and recieving love too :-)
  7. I would not know. But since no one, to my knowledge, has ever confirmed or disconfirmed that a soul can indeed time travel, then I am open to the idea. But because both The European continent and The Americas were destroyed, then it must be from the future.
  8. *hugs Mog*
  9. Excellent! XD
  10. Ahem, that would be acceptable yes.
  11. Very interesting. Is it possible for a soul to travel back in time maybe? And be incarnated in our time. Then it quite possibly could have been a memory. The other option is you saw a possible future life. Not something I have much experience with tho.
  12. I am very sorry to here. When I lost my snake, people kept asking me if I was going to get another. A little back story, I always always felt drawn to snakes, I was asking mum for a pet snake for years. One day when I was a teenager my gf found some in a store and took me to go see them, when I saw her, tiny little baby snake, smaller then all her siblings, votes snake you will ever see, I had this urge to pick her up. All her siblings would bite at you when you got near, but she just let me pick her up, she crawled up onto my glasses and went to sleep. I spent all my savings and bought her and a tank for her right there and then, and walked out with her bearly able to see because she was on my glasses still, I only took her off and put her in the bag so I could actually drive home she was not happy about that. Anyway we spent a lot of years together, but she got sick and died from a snake disease called sunshine. Anyway, it's now 4 years later and I have not felt the need or want to get another snake since. It's not that I don't like them anymore, just that I no longer have the urge to get another. I miss her with my whole being, but I have learnt to cope.
  13. Yeah coffee and chocolate are my migraine first stops. Other then that it's aspirin, then my Next step is my hard core medication, which makes me completely useless. Tho by that point I am pretty much useless anyway. Slurred speech and all.
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  15. Yea, she will. We all will. Perhaps another kitty will enter your life.
  16. I know how it feels, my dog died when I was 11 and it took me years to learn to cope with his death...and I still miss him. And my home, well my whole life feels empty and lonely without my little cat girl. Your mother will too, in time, learn to live with the lost.
  17. *hugs* Thanks, Sim. My mom is definitely taking it the hardest. It was weird going out into the living room today and not seeing him on the couch.
  18. I wonder how many have dreams such as these. There are plenty accounts of dreams that have come true about the near future, but not about those in a future reincarnation. Anyway, there was a date in the dream, too...year 2326 or 2356. The dream was just like a past life regression, but in reverse.
  19. Again...I am so very sorry for your lost, Rhannan *big hugs* Loosing a beloved baby is never easy. But yes, the poor love is in no pain now and playing somewhere beyond the rainbow bridge.
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  21. I've had my energy change direction on me before, and I can make it change direction on my own, so I know about what you're describing. I can't say my main aspect is dormant now, just refocused. It was the renewed interest and subsequent research in things relating to the other that caused the shift. The retrograde is just interfering with my ability to sync with it like I normally would. Honestly, the hindrances act almost like a funnel that's also a bit of a maze and you have to find the best way to filter through and narrow things down. If I were to spend a little more time on that I might be having more luck, but I'm too mentally drained right this moment.
  22. Pretty much, though it felt more forced because my natural "curve" as it were got thrown off. If you can imagine energy having a spin, its like I'm used to it spinning one way and then it started going the other way, leading to collision. If that makes sense. I work to balance my three main images. I have the masculine image and the female image, the third coming into alignment when they do. Before the retrograde, my masculine energy was a lot denser and more forceful with the feminine more reduced and lighter. When the retrograde started up, their personalities shifted. All of a sudden now the feminine side is stronger, more aggressive and cunning, where as now the male has become like air, more flowing, ethereal and complementary to her. I don't believe in fixed gender roles so it wasn't hard to get their middle ground again, but it was definately a learning curve.
  23. Mostly what I got out of that is that you've had to do some more in-depth self-exploration. Would that be correct? I haven't tried to use any of my decks during this time but with the New Moon/Solar Eclipse energy and Friday 13th, I decided to do a couple of spells. Oddly enough, I felt the energy from them pretty clearly, I just have to wait for them to start working. Today has been a bust with the loss of one of our dogs, so I'm just trying to work through that, but the retrograde activity has definitely been interesting. Some part of me that went inactive has become the dominant thing again and I've really been trying hard to work with that energy. It's just been a struggle since it feels like there's a bit of a disconnect. Or rather, I think it would be better to say that it feels like the energy around me, the energy that isn't mine, is hindering me.
  24. Everything being thrown into retrograde has scattered my energy to the winds. Even at work, trying to be myself and keep everything intact has been a challenge, but one I've welcomed. It's given time for self-reflection and reworking how my energy operates. I've also learned some important limits... Because my Celestial body draws from the universe and the unification of elemental symbolism to my body, and subsequently my soul, I've had to become very precise on which parts of my body represent what, especially the chakras. It was a concept I was already familiar with, but everything going whack has forced me to relearn my body and how it will affect me on the Astral Plane. These things made me realize there are a few things I do not have an effect on, or rather, things not part of my being. Because I'm a manifestation of the universe, trying to call upon beings or energy to help me utilize the specific chaos that is the Void is impossible. My being can't handle it as it feels like it'll tear me from the inside out. Being rooted in physical states, also means I can't use Astral Space for remote, temporal viewing. Matter only moves forward, not backward, at least not without some mechanic that bends quantum laws. As a result, my being on the Astral plane feels transfixed to the present, an important distinction for me. How this works with my precognitive states however is something I have to examine in length and ultimately don't have an answer for...my mind might be making random predictions that make it feel like temporal viewing, but in actuality may be trying to think of scenarios randomly to determine certain outcomes. I don't really know what to think of it. On a smaller note, with the retrogrades, I've felt disconnected from my first Tarot deck and had to find another. The next one is specifically noted as a Cosmic Tarot and seems more receptive now. Whether this is temporary or not remains to be seen. Hope that was informative.
  25. It would seem that the last month-ish and the next month-ish involve a whole lot of planets going retrograde. I'm curious to know how everyone else has been coping with all of this mixed up energy. I've developed a renewed interest in some topics due to school-related things, and that has called a part of myself back out, unfortunately it's been a struggle to do anything about it. Any tips, tricks, etc for dealing with it?
  26. I really wish I had some thoughts on this for you. The only thing I can think of is a dream my mom told me about years ago in which she lived as part of a clan in a steppes type of land. She mentioned there were definite signs of a cataclysm and a previous way of life, such as the remains of an observatory or something like that. So it's not outside the realm of possibility to dream about potential future lives, whether on this planet or another one very similar.
  27. I have been having some weird dreams lately and a visitation from Luna...but I am not sure that it was a dream, because I was half awake. Anyway it was very pleasent and she seemed happy...being a little tinker and wanting to "talk" :) But then I felt a sleep again and dreamt of...not a previous incarnation, but one to come: In the dream I was female and the dream followed me from birth to a young woman. I was living in a cave with a clan of people, dressed in hides, but sophistically made...we all looked well kept and healthy, not your usual image of cave people...some of us were caucasian, while others were eurasian, but we all lived together in this cave...somewhere in southern central Asia, in a mountain landscape...The Himalayas, I think. And we lived there very isolated. I can remember that in the dream I asked my father what had happened to the rest of the world: now this might seem like an odd question for a small child raised in an isolated area to ask her father, but the fact is that we were all very spiritual and phychic developed since birth. My father told me that America and Europe were destroyed and nobody lived there, but a landmass had risen in The Pacific and a few people still lived in Africa, but we had no contract with them. I sensed that the catastrophies that had happened in Europe and The Americas were quite recent, no more than a few decades or less in the past. And that my parents, my father caucasian and my mother eurasian, were first or second generations after the catastrophy...but already highly developed intuitivly and spiritualy together with all the knowledge of the old world. And I sensed that this old world is our current one. A possible iceage could have begun or was involved in the catastrophies or severe civil unrest. I sensed in the dream that it was mainly catastrophies which destroyed the two continents together with civil unrest, but not actual wars! The dream ended with me giving birth to a child fathered by a man that I know in this current incarnation. And to be honest I feel weird writing all this, putting it all in past sense, since it has to do with the future...but it is the best way to describe it. I used to know a guy who swore that he once died in a explotion on a space craft during a space battle. Now it is not unthinkable that somewhere in this univers that there were some highly advanced civilisation a long time ago who did master the technology to build -and use space crafts and fight out wars in space. So I have never dismissed his claim. But in the dream I knew that this was not something that took place a very long time ago: first off I first came to this planet around 5000 years ago, when white and asian people did not live in caves anymore and there were no talk of Atlantis or some other ancient civilisation. This dream has to do with the future!!! Has anyone here ever sensed or dreamt something similar? Because there are loads of information on the internet concerning dreams about past lives, but not about those to come! Now I am not an expert on dreams, so the dream might mean something very different, so all ideas, theories, and inputs are welcomed and equally valid.
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